Slipping

I apologize, I have been lax on my posts, first due to migraines then work, and now I can feel myself slipping into a state of apathy. It’s not you, it is definitely me – The “mean reds” have come on and I can’t seem to shake them. The monster in my head has ben awfully mean to me recently, my body image is shot, I’m having a heck of a time at work, each area of my life is pushing back at me and for some reason the guy in my head is telling me it’s all not good enough, I’m not worth it, I’m too fat, I look awful, I’m stupid and clumsy etc.
How can I possibly tell anyone about anything when I’m not worthy of putting pen to paper, or type to screen? I’m raw with emotion, at one point and completely blah the next.Right now all I do is go home, get on my comfy couch and drone the evening away rotting my brain and eating (Lord knows don’t forget the eating) it’s a self fulfilling cycle that I can’t ever seem to get off, I can make the circle bigger for a while but can’t seem to find a way to make it stop.

I will get back on track and I’m sorry for venting, I just wanted to let you know my state of mind at the moment and the reason for the inconsistencies in posting.

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