Stuck in a rut

I’m in a funk, a rut, in the high grass, I’m really not sure how I got here, and I know it’s a gradual thing for me usually, I generally also have warning signs, like “hey you don’t have any laundry done” or “mom theres no food in the house” (and theres literally no food in the house). I really don’t know how I got here, I was sailing along, coming back after my moms surgery, I had posts planned out, meals, exercise I got a capsule wardrobe together and then wham – yesterday and today I’m sort of afloat. I have things to do, and I’m doing some of them – the important ones that would get me killed or fired, but really I’m running on autopilot not sure which way to turn, totally annoyed with most people, disenchanted with the rest. Grouchy at the fact that I have things to do but flopping around like I’m bored. Have you been here before?

I think it has to do with the girls going back to school and the added responsibility of their lives, but I don’t know that I really can make that assumption, aside from a few meetings a month and home games on the few days we have them, did anything really change? I could blame the horrendously hot weather we’ve had recently and how it makes you not want to move at all, but again, I seem to have gotten the life threatening stuff done. Maybe I’m depressed! Although I say that and almost immediately reject it, since I know I’m not, it takes too much effort plus I’m not totally apathetic to life at the moment, I have a beautiful baby nephew born yesterday that I would love to share with you but am waiting for my sister to give me the go ahead instead of plastering his face all over the timmy.net without her permission. Life is good, Steve has a job, the teenagers are crappy as always but not overly so, my mother is healthy although kinda grouchy herself. Hmmmmm, is there a trend there? Maybe! And there is a full moon tomorrow, on top of that there’s a lunar eclipse and a blood eclipse as well!!!!!!! I think I’ll go with that for the moment.

In the mean time, I’m going to get out my handy dandy calendar (yes I still use a real calendar that you write in, I even ordered my 2015 engagement calendar when they were on sale a few months ago – yes I know I’m a geek, did you see my post on my favorite office supplies??? and you still question?) and my pad of paper, dump all the useless stuff from my brain and inboxes and see if I can’t get back on some track.

Sigh! Happy Tuesdy (read in an Eeyore voice)

OK one awesome pic of my new nephew – Isaac – 4lbs 15oz, 18 Inches

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